Today was a good day at work, all was tierd so we were a bit....okey alot silly so we had fun.
Im not gonna write more now becouse its late and i need to get ready for work tomorrow again.
So i write more tomorrow.
Ciao Amicos
Today was not a fun day att all. Really bad day.
First of all i was tierd, really tierd. Could not sleep during the night.
Then, a man who was so rude that i just snapped and told him to Fuck Off.
And when he said " What did you say?" I said higher Get away from here!! And he did.
Bt here i was so mad i could just rip his head off. Some people think they can act how they want. So Rude and thats the kind of persons i dont want near me. But when im working i just have to smile. But not this time fucker.
He came back maybe 20 min later and lowered his head in shame and had a nice talk with me.
But right after that 3 fat ugly bitches ( yes im mad) came and wanted info, and i told them to get in line. They said that they had been in line with my co worker but i told them they have to take a new number becouse they left the line. They Got mad and said that some people should not have a Service kind of job, and yes i snapped again and said " We have a que system here" And i could have gotten so much more nasty and belive me i so wanted to but i figured its for the best not to. Dont mess with me.
The we had troubles with a drunk man, he was naggin us all day long. He got tickets but did miss the bus all the time. And finally the last time he was not allowed on the bus becouse he was to drunk. AND:..he came back to us wanting his money back.....well NO....
He had been buggin us all day and its not our fault that he gets to drunk. So the Guards came and took him away.Thank God for Guards.
My work is not easy, people are always getting bitchy in your face and get personal.
Most of the time i can ignore it but sometimes it just gets to much.
Im still trying to be happy but im to tierd and annoyed.
Better day tomorrow i Hope.
Had a talk with my boss , co worker. She said she had never seen me get dominant at work.Well i guess she does not know that you can be dominant without showing it right out. Be dominant so that no one notice =) And she has never been around when i pull it out =)
Someday she might be there when i do, or maybe not....
She is dominant all the time, right out and no hiding.
I use it when i need to. No need to do it all the time.
Use the energy right =)
suprise!!
Tadaaaaaaaaa
Im home now, finally, cleaning up after moving furniture around and stuff...
Moved over some stuff from my grandfathers apartment, He is now moving in to a home.
Feels som strange going in there and take stuff, thats their life, entire life...and he dont want it anymore.....Grannie is gone since 2005, still miss her and when all this came it got worse.
Why is everyting happening at the same time?
Peter´s Funeral and Grandpa stuff and well all the shit.....
Wow....no wonder im tierd.
well well.....
Soooon its time for tatttooooo timeeeee *singing and dancing of joy*
More tattooos for meeeeeee!!!
Happy meeeee *still dancing*
Then there is piercings!! 2 more*wooohooooop*
Aaaand noooow.....
COFFE TIME!!!!!
Ciao Amicos!!!
This day can go and f*** itself.....Hope its over soon.
Did not start well, first i got to know what the pay from work would be......NOT FUN!!
Well well, i had 3 weeks without work and that comes now....f**k......Well well it will......I will survive.....But not so happy.....Pretty shitty City.....
Went to the gym......Thats always a good way to spend angry time.....
Then home again....Cleaning after this weekend....shit it looks like a dumpster.....
Not int the mood for anything else than just being in the sofa being angry, but i will try to get in a good mood again........somehow.....Help?
Still have not heard anything from work......I cant go like this, i have to find another job,,,,fast....
To bad ...i liked my job......
Tierd tierd and tierd........
Time for a check up maybe?
Anyway, im thinking of maybe ´chaning time for my tattoo but i have to be done tooo.
And my piercings.........I want them so bad.....
Looking at all my needles and stuff , but i bet it hurts kinda much doing it myslef....
Nille should be here now.....Then i would have had my 2 piercings already.....And tattooos and a fun time......She is a Blast....
Anyway....I better get something to eat....See yah later ....
Sunday........Lots of stuff happend this weekend. Im not sure where to begin and if i should tell it all.......So....Im just gonna write what feels okey.
It all started with Peter´s Funeral. There were about 200 people there and still there was alot of friends who could not make it there. Some in other countrys and that stuff.
I have never seen this kind of mix of people in a church before.
There were Punk Rockers, Hardrockers, Skinheads, Reagge , Ordinary and just some strange *lol* We were all there to say our final farewell to a great man in many ways.
Peter never cared what you looked like or where your political belifs were, He was above all that. If you were a nice person he liked you.
The priest sang songs that day he probably never would have even heard if it was not for Peter.
Peter´s Widow V is a super sweeet girl and so strong. There is alot of Shit going on for her now and she stays strong and caring. I wish her the best and their Children also.
After the funural we went for coffe and some more memories. Very beautiful speaches and such.
It was decided that after all this we all were gonna meet up at Peters Favourite Pub.
Some came, not all but some. V never made it there becouse when they were on their way to the bus stop her friend with Girlfriend got hit by a Biker. Whats wrong here????
We just said farewell to Peter and on the same day J getts hit by a Biker????
He is fine, broke some bones and his Girlfriend broke her little finger.
But they survived and thats all that matters. I heard that the Biker are in serious condition.
May not survive. If there is a God up there i would like to have a talk with him and ask him what the hell he was thinking that day.
On the Pub people sang for Peter and the owner made a speach for him and then sang again.
They also made Peters favourite drinc their regaular...So now you can get a " Peter Punk Oboy Grogg" at Etage. Its chocolade and booose =)...Gets to your head right away,...
Well, this has been one of my most hard weekends but.....Il do as Peter said, Dont cry, party.....
And now im gonna go and see if there still is a sofa in the living room to sleep......
I did it Peter, I did Party all this weekend for you.........and now i dont feel so god .......And here is when Peter would have laughed =)
Miss you Peter.......See yah later....
Tomorrow my friend´s funural take place, feels like shit. He was not supposed to die this young....only 41 .....Left 2 small boys and a girl friend behind.
Not supposed to happen. Its just wrong. Wrong and Wrong again.
And tomorrow we will be there for his final farewell....
All theese people from before.....There...gathered for his sake.
Feels strange.....Very strange....
People i thought i was never to see again , now gathered all the the same place.
Well some could not make it, they are in other countries for tours.
But anyway, feels so weird.
That is a life i dont take apart of anymore and never speak of, some parts anyway.
It made me who i am today but im not running around telling about it.
But peter, he was a fantastic man. I have to honour him and say this final farewell.
Cant belive it......Farewell Peter.... Rest In peace
Now to something else. Today Nille comes here..Woohoooop!! Fun!
I Hope she can take her Tattoo machine with her =) That would be grrrreat!!!
Im not sure what we are gonna do this weekend but im quite sure im gonna be hangover atleast one day LOL
I have so many things i should be doing when im off work but they are put on hold as Nille is here.
And sooon its time for next tattooing time. Im gonna finnish my half sleeve =) Yeeehaaaw!
Its gonna rock!! or as we say in swedish : Rocka Fett ....hm direct translation would be : Fat rocking? sounds...not....that ...cool ....at all.....damn language...
Anyway, I have a few more things on my mind there so lets see what i do in the future...
But first after my halfsleeve im gonna hit the piercing needles =)
I cant decide really, but maybe a monroe and or a labrett again. Decisions Desicions! Damn theese decisions. Confused....Gah!
My first starter kit is soon here , piercing starter kit that is =)
Im thinking of also doing a Photo shoot during a piercing time.....If someone is brave enough to be the model with needels lol ...But i think i have one who would be happy to do it =)
But then i need a better photographer than myself...I guess...if im gonna put the needles in on photos. Hm.....Maybe i know one...but he might not wanna do it....its to strange for him i guess.
Hm....I have to think about that......Lets just see what happens....
Anyway, its time to make som coffe..wohooo....
See yah
Massa saker har hänt den senaste tiden.......Vet inte riktigt vart jag ska börja men jag tror att jag börjar med Peter.
En gammal vän, Peter Andersson, gick bort den 31 mars. Ingen vet vad som hände.
Själv tappade jag kontakten med Peter för många år sedan men hade hittat honom på facebook och pratat lite igen med honom några dagar innan han dog.
Men jag anser honom fortfarande vara en vän. Vi har ju delat extremt mycket under många år.
När jag fick höra att han somnat in började jag stört gråta. Det får ju inte hända. Peter har alltid funnits och ska alltid finnas. Mycket händer under livet och allt förändras. Även Peter.
Han blev en stolt familje far, två små söner. Så fina pojkar han fick ihop med Veronica.
Alla dessa minnen som kommer tillbaka när jag tänker på Peter, får mig att skratta och gråta samtidigt. Vi var inte alltid överens men vänner överlever sådant med.
Jag och Elsa hade planerat att åka till honom i sommar och fika. Elsa berättade att Peter ville träffa mig igen. Men nu blev det inte så........
Peters bortgång har skapat en massa olika läger, folk har åsikter om honom eller om hur allt sköts och tro de eller ej vissa har åsikter om vilka som egentligen ska medverka på begravningen. Allt detta gör mig spy färdig.
En underbar man har gort bort och folk sitter och pekar finger. Lägg av för fan.
ALLA har rätten att hedra hans minne vare sig man pratade förra veckan eller för två år sedan.
När jag läser vissa inlägg eller får höra lite vad folk säger minns jag varför jag slutade umgås med endel av dem. Jag kan bara för mitt liv inte förstå hur de rättfärdigar sina beteenden eller tycker de har rätten att "vara bättre än andra"
Det känns så tråkigt för många av dem är egentligen helt underbara människor.
Och Nej jag hatar inte nån av dem, jag avskyr dem inte, jag ser inte ner på dem.
Jag har bara inte ngt gemensamt med dem mera. Sånt som händer.
Jag har lagt allt gammalt bakom mig och gått vidare i livet. Gammalt groll är borta, jag önskar alla de bästa.
Speciellt Peters Familj. Kommer sakna dig Peter.
De som inte kände dig vet inte vad de pratar om.
Du rockade fett!
Jag har nu börjat pendla till stockholm, de är ganska jobbigt men de är så kul på jobbet att de funkar ändå.
Jag har äntligen börjat med min half sleeve , woohoooo.....Snart fortsätter jag med ....
Den 28 ska jag dit igen,. House of Pain, Sandra.
Och nu i helgen kommer Nille från Skåneland och de ska bli så kul!!
Tyvärr kunde jag inte hjälpa Lee med sin flytt men de är första gången Nille kommer upp och de är massa som ska hinnas med. Jag kan inte vara överallt på en gång.
Har beställt ett starter Piercing kit =) Woohoppp här ska de stickas nålar i folk!!!
Nu ska jag göra lite annat ett tag, see ya
