ciao

so...what have i done?
well, a couple of days ago i pierced myself 2times.....but i did not put in a jewlery becouse i could not get it straight on myslef. I could not see what i was doing.
But that adrenalin rush was coool....wow
Needle straight trough my upperlip =)
well, i did it anyway!!
Now i better go to C, a piercer in sthlm who can see what he is doing so i can get a real piercing.
I can pierce others, no problems but then i can see what im doing.lol
If i dont spell right now its becouse i have longer nails on than im used to have so i cant do anything right lol
why am i always trying on nails when i know they get to long???
anyway, this time its not that long but it takes sometime to get used to lol

Tomorrow we are picking up a friend in Stockholm from Italy who comes here for a couple of days to visit. Its gonna be fun =) have not met him since 2007 when i was there...time goes fast.

Seems like i dont have that much to write about right now...slow period.
But sooon alot happens =)
Then im gonna write more..
so take care...aaaaaaand Ciao amicos!
Sogni d oro
Buona notte

Well well, sunday and im working.
Only a few hours so its tottaly okey.

Yesturday, saturday i was helping out at my moms choir Show....
It was fun...For the first time it was oppsite. My mom on stage and me running around like crazy trying to get everything like it should be. Getting all the coffe ready and stuff.
That used to be moms job when i was on stage. This time i got to see how it was from the opposite side. Like chaos!!
No one knew when and where and why and who.....*lol*
But we managed to get it working.

It was really fun to watch this consert. My mom on stage *proud*
She looked really relaxed and enjoying herself. But i know she was nervous.
There were several choirs on stage but my moms..Wåga....was the best.
They are a begginer choir for thoose who just wanna have fun and the other choirs were more profesional, was supposed to anyway.
I dont know if i have to high ecpectations or demands but, i did not like the other choirs.
Im not gonna do into details but i hope i dont have to listen to them so many more times.
If they sing on the same stage as moms again i will be there for moms choir.
Not the others. They should maybe practise some more. Or just sing to be happy not to be good.
I know i have demands and high standards? of the music i listen to ....
Maybe im just to hard on them.....I dont know...
But my moms was the best....Thats it!

What more happend?
Hm.....Ive been home for a couple of days, kinda nice.
But we had to put The oldest cat Sassa to sleep. She was 13-14 years old and in pain.
But she was so cuuuute...and so sweet.
Loved to cuddle. After she was gone it felt so emty.....Feeling of someone missing was strong.
The other cats felt it too.
But now its starting to get back to normal.
Stigger and Zombie started to fight again and Luca is still just up in the clouds playing with everything. He is starting to get really cuddly to.
But runs and talks at the same time. Sounds like a bird =)
Or when we walks around and talks really loud..almost sounds like he is screaming for someone.
But when i say " Luca...what is it? or whats the matter?" he starts to talk to me or shuts up.
I love that cat. My heavy heavy little baby ....Youngest of all the cats.
Now Mr S is the oldest one....then Zombie and then baby luca.

I tried to colour my hair, same colours but different brand of colour. It did not go as i wanted....It went straight to hell *lol*
So now im back with black hair and a red stripe in my bangs.
I like that to. it works.

Right now im in a thinking mood. There is so much i wanna do and be apart of.
How to choose??
Thinking of tattoos and singing and and and ...Oh piercings.
Im such a chicken shit!!!
I have been piercing myself since i was 15....and now when i have the right stuff...it suddleny gets scary??? Whats that about???
I stood there with the needle and as soon as i heard that crusching sound my brain screamed ..Nooo aaaaoooo...Pain....eeew....and i stopped???
Im so stupid!! I have been piercing myslef with all sorts of wrong needels before....why is the right ones scary???
I think i need to slap myself.

no comment

There is really really much to say but i think i would make alot of people angry if i do it here.
I will never speak to them bout this anyway so maybe i should just shut up.

There is trouble with work and that stupid other thing i cant find word for in english.
but anyway, i have to figure this out and its taking to much energy.
Stupid shit.

Today i made a decision. And this descision i should have made along time ago.
I guess im the only one wanting this shit, so, im backing off here.
Better to just face it, its not gonna happen.
Better to know now than in about a few years.
Still have a few decisions to make, i dont know how but i guess il get there somehow.
So different.......different thoughts....anyway....
Thats life.

Ordinary day? Not really

Today i was with Jonne to a biker Shop and found my jacket...I love it....Its pink and white with stars and race flags on the back. Tottaly mine.And tottaly expensive.....stupid price.
I hope its there when i get my money...I want it!!! I neeed it !! And i love it...
There is i pic on me with it on but i cant reach it right now.
Damn. Well i promise its better looking than it sounds.

Then we were going for a work out. Always more fun when you are 2...keeping company.
But noooo...who got stomach pains after stupid milk products and time went away.
So rush home, change clothes and home to my uncles house talking bikes and doing some card paintings. Fun fun fun fun.
They are great.


Not to long ago it was last of april and here in Uppsala we celebrate it like crazy. Almost all of the city are out and drinking. The city looks like a big dumpster at night.
Me and My brother started party first. The we went to the castle and met up with Jonne and Oi Boy and his Crew. We saluted Peter with an O´Boy Grogg.
And then we just cruised the city. Cops followed us, They was beliving Oi Boy and his Crew were trouble just becouse they are skinheads. But they are not racist skinheads or something like that. They are Oi skins ---No Politics. There is so many different Skins out there.
But the Public aint interested in knowing the differences.....They just wanna judge people after styles. I hate that. I dont care what my friends belive in. As long as they are nice to me and dont try to get me into their belifs what ever they are.People are people not politics.
People should learn that.
Dont judge people you dont know.

Anyway....Im soon done with my tattoo...My half sleeve.....Gonna start with next one soon i hope.
But there is so much i wanna do.

And know i dont know what happens with my job.
Need to go and be mad and sad a few minutes....
See yah later ...
Ciao Amicos and amicas and Bellas and Bellos ....