Black Kat DePalma

Well well, sunday and im working.
Only a few hours so its tottaly okey.

Yesturday, saturday i was helping out at my moms choir Show....
It was fun...For the first time it was oppsite. My mom on stage and me running around like crazy trying to get everything like it should be. Getting all the coffe ready and stuff.
That used to be moms job when i was on stage. This time i got to see how it was from the opposite side. Like chaos!!
No one knew when and where and why and who.....*lol*
But we managed to get it working.

It was really fun to watch this consert. My mom on stage *proud*
She looked really relaxed and enjoying herself. But i know she was nervous.
There were several choirs on stage but my moms..Wåga....was the best.
They are a begginer choir for thoose who just wanna have fun and the other choirs were more profesional, was supposed to anyway.
I dont know if i have to high ecpectations or demands but, i did not like the other choirs.
Im not gonna do into details but i hope i dont have to listen to them so many more times.
If they sing on the same stage as moms again i will be there for moms choir.
Not the others. They should maybe practise some more. Or just sing to be happy not to be good.
I know i have demands and high standards? of the music i listen to ....
Maybe im just to hard on them.....I dont know...
But my moms was the best....Thats it!

What more happend?
Hm.....Ive been home for a couple of days, kinda nice.
But we had to put The oldest cat Sassa to sleep. She was 13-14 years old and in pain.
But she was so cuuuute...and so sweet.
Loved to cuddle. After she was gone it felt so emty.....Feeling of someone missing was strong.
The other cats felt it too.
But now its starting to get back to normal.
Stigger and Zombie started to fight again and Luca is still just up in the clouds playing with everything. He is starting to get really cuddly to.
But runs and talks at the same time. Sounds like a bird =)
Or when we walks around and talks really loud..almost sounds like he is screaming for someone.
But when i say " Luca...what is it? or whats the matter?" he starts to talk to me or shuts up.
I love that cat. My heavy heavy little baby ....Youngest of all the cats.
Now Mr S is the oldest one....then Zombie and then baby luca.

I tried to colour my hair, same colours but different brand of colour. It did not go as i wanted....It went straight to hell *lol*
So now im back with black hair and a red stripe in my bangs.
I like that to. it works.

Right now im in a thinking mood. There is so much i wanna do and be apart of.
How to choose??
Thinking of tattoos and singing and and and ...Oh piercings.
Im such a chicken shit!!!
I have been piercing myself since i was 15....and now when i have the right stuff...it suddleny gets scary??? Whats that about???
I stood there with the needle and as soon as i heard that crusching sound my brain screamed ..Nooo aaaaoooo...Pain....eeew....and i stopped???
Im so stupid!! I have been piercing myslef with all sorts of wrong needels before....why is the right ones scary???
I think i need to slap myself.